Right now, it's 9:30 and the kids aren't in bed yet. Why? Because I've lost track of time because I was busy getting a few things set up for the week food wise. Just things to make life easier when in a rush. They're getting bathed now. They won't be in bed for another hour. My days off have been split because of being short staffed. So, I get Tuesdays and Sundays off and I never feel rested. Granted, Saturdays are from 8:30 to 1, but I'm still work hungover from Friday when I work 6:45 am until 5 pm. Today was grocery shopping and dollar movie because I feel bad keeping the kids home all weekend when they don't get to spend so much time with me during the week like they're used to. My house is a wreck and I have to spend the rest of the night cleaning and straightening so my mom doesn't have a heart attack when she comes over tomorrow. I have to also get tomorrows dinner ready to go in the crock pot before I go to bed. I have about three loads of laundry to fold. My mom gave me her notice, so I have to think about before and after care for my kids starting soon. Where is the money going to come from? Ex hasn't called the kids in over three weeks. The most disturbing part about this is that the kids seem used to it. You may think I'm whining, but honestly my life is so full and happy right now, all of this is welcomed and I'm extremely proud of myself. So.. gotcha.